A boy and a girl can be just best friends. But eventually, one of them, will fall for the other one. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe when everything’s too late, or maybe…. Just maybe…… For a long time…
And the thing is. I’m still here, still stuck on you, while falling in love with you, more and more everytime i talk to u.
Fallin in love with your best friend. Someone u can talk to about anything and know they’ll hold no judgement. Someone who knows the darkest parts of you and loves you anyway, that knows all your flaws and loves you not in spite of them but because of them. Not someone that u can’t live without, but someone that you don’t want to live without. Someone that you want to experience all of life’s ups and downs with. Someone will hold your hand through the worst times of your life. When they see you at your worst, when you broken, and they don’t run away but help you put the pieces back together, that’s real love.
And now i feel so confused and awry. I don’t know how to look at her again, is she just my best friend? Or my crush? If we’re just a best friend, i can’t hold my feelings about her anymore. It feels like I just wanna hug her and cry over her tell her how much i love her for a long time and i’m just keep missing those chance to be with her. But there’s also a reason not to get into a relationship. In a relationship there’s a fight, u need to do anything carefully, and there’s also a goodbye when u break up. U might lose your bestfriend and soulmate. Losing her again is not an option for me. I’m done of missing you, Nad.
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